Someone I really like caused a problem through a clerical error. It definitely wasn't intentional. The consequences of the problem just kept rippling, causing more and more problems. I was responsible for fixing the problem. The more ripples, the more upset I became. I didn't like it but I wasn't sure what to do about it.
First, I made sure that the people who needed to know, knew about the problem. By which I mean the people who could help me fix it, not the entire population and everyone I came into contact with. I wanted to go around being screaming mad but I tried to control that. You know that wasn't easy for me.
Next, I set about fixing the problem. This is my strong suit. I can make a plan and follow through like nobody's business.
I also asked for help when I needed it and made sure to express my appreciation for those who were helping me.
And yet, the upset persisted. My head and my stomach ached. I began praying. I prayed for forgiveness for my anger or upset or righteous indignation or whatever. I forgave the person who'd caused the problem. I reached out and asked a friend to pray for me as well. I needed to fight this emotion.
Finally, my upset subsided but I felt down. I scrolled through Twitter and came on this tweet.
Isn't GOD awesome? He can use a total stranger to minister to us.
I was able to finish solving the problem and ended the day not feeling angry or upset or righteously indignant. Mostly I just felt relieved and tired and thankful.
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